Still Fighting It.

[nockergeek]

Ugh. I was feeling much better last night and this morning, but now it's 1:30 PM and I've totally lost all my momentum for the day. I don't know why, but it's just a struggle to stay productive and positive now. It just feels like I lose my sense of purpose, and my focus vanishes, and it becomes this utterly draining task to get moving again. It makes me feel guilty that I'm not getting as much work done as I want to, and as much as I really should, but it just gets so hard to work when I get into a mood like this. I really do enjoy my job, but when I sink like this I don't enjoy much of anything.

I'm really trying hard to get working again, and I'm fighting hard against the urge to zone out. I don't know what else to do to get me past it other than to just wrestle with it.