The other side of manic depression.

[nockergeek]

Last night, I had a manic phase hit, and it's still going this morning. I'm feeling hyper-energetic, outgoing, inspired (but in too many directions to focus on one thing), and almost unnaturally happy. My feet are twitchy, and my fingers are fidgeting (but not in a nervous way). My sex drive is through the roof. I just feel really, really good - and I know it's better than I would normally be feeling. It's like being on a bike that's being pushed by a car - you're working the pedals normally, but something is pushing you faster than your pedaling would indicate. You get that rush of going fast, but with a bit of fear because you know it's too fast - and you don't know what'll happen when you stop. It's hard to worry about it, though, because you just feel so awesome at the time, and everything gets lost in that tunnel vision.

Yes, I'm mildly concerned about feeling too awesome. How screwed up is that? In the meantime, I will just enjoy the ride!!