Too much caffeine tonight!
Jan. 10th, 2002 12:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nockergeekI really must try to get some sleep.
Feeling ever so much better tonight. We went out to Hop's, splurged a bit, and had a nice dinner out - something we haven't had for a while. I missed my Jamaican Top Sirloin, that Holy Grail of steaks. Z was pleased as punch to go out - she was honestly surprised that I suggested it. She likes the spontaneity I've been demonstrating lately, and I admit, it feels damn good to get out of the routine.
Got about 2 hours of mini-painting in as well. I've got base colors done on 2 minis, base colors started on 1, priming finished on 1 more, and 5 that are in the fine detail stage. I think I can get them all done (or mostly done) by Saturday night... they may not be sealed, but they'll be close to finished. It felt SO good to be productive and get work done.
Maybe that's what I've been needing - productivity. The sense that I've accomplished something. Nothing breeds success like success, so maybe the things that will bring me more focus and productivity are focus and productivity.
Well, whatever the reason, I feel good. Easily as good as I felt last night. Let's just hope I don't fuck it up tomorrow and start getting unfocused and depressed again. I'll do my best to avoid that.
Feeling ever so much better tonight. We went out to Hop's, splurged a bit, and had a nice dinner out - something we haven't had for a while. I missed my Jamaican Top Sirloin, that Holy Grail of steaks. Z was pleased as punch to go out - she was honestly surprised that I suggested it. She likes the spontaneity I've been demonstrating lately, and I admit, it feels damn good to get out of the routine.
Got about 2 hours of mini-painting in as well. I've got base colors done on 2 minis, base colors started on 1, priming finished on 1 more, and 5 that are in the fine detail stage. I think I can get them all done (or mostly done) by Saturday night... they may not be sealed, but they'll be close to finished. It felt SO good to be productive and get work done.
Maybe that's what I've been needing - productivity. The sense that I've accomplished something. Nothing breeds success like success, so maybe the things that will bring me more focus and productivity are focus and productivity.
Well, whatever the reason, I feel good. Easily as good as I felt last night. Let's just hope I don't fuck it up tomorrow and start getting unfocused and depressed again. I'll do my best to avoid that.
