Ye gods, but I do verily suck

My D&D Stats

Str: 9
Int: 11
Wis: 13
Dex: 7
Con: 8
Chr: 9

Let's see... that's a total modifier of -4. Damn. I should reroll.

Blar.

I think I'm hitting another depressive stretch. Don't know why or what triggered it this time. I just feel like I'm losing any sense of purpose right now. I have things I want to do, and some things I need to do, but I don't feel like doing any of them, and it's more than just laziness or procrastination. It's affecting my ability to focus at work too. The day goes by so fast, and I haven't done much to show for it... and yet, when I try to push myself to do more, I fail. It's like I can't get up the drive to do much of anything.

My energy level is down, my mood is easily upset, and I'm not even as touchy-feely with Z as I normally am. I feel like the world is ignoring me for some reason, and I don't know why. It's driving me up the wall, but in a very slow and painful manner.

Got to get out of this no-reason funk. Maybe something tonight will snap me out of it.

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*Yawn* Your life appears to be quite boring and dull, spiced up only by the fact that you have really awesome friends. You're a hopeless romantic, and at least you're persistent, we'll give you that. You would benefit from gaining a sense of humor and learning not to be so whiney all the time. But when it all comes down to it, you really know how to get your shit together, which is an admirable trait. You're a mad fat chick killa!
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I don't know if this makes me feel better or not...