Good Morning, LiveJournal
I'm striving to start making at least one entry a day, even if it's just to see myself type. I have a bad habit of wasting time web-browsing, so I figure I'll at least use that time to communicate instead.
So, what's up with me? Oh, not much. Was working on Z's website, getting her new Mature Audiences Only art section up -- we got some free webhosting from a friend of hers so we won't conflict with our current host's policies. I really should get my own website set up sometime soon... maybe later thismonth week. Got to stop procrastinating.
Did some modelling for Z last night. My views of my own body are a bit odd at times. Lately, I've been really pleased it, because I've been slimming down a lot -- I can see my abs now! -- but at the same time, sometimes I go through periods where I get very insecure about it at the same time. However, after looking at the pictures she took last night, and reflecting on it this morning, I decided something. No, I'm not a male model or a porn star, and I never will be -- but those aren't realistic portrayals of the male body, and if Z is happy with me the way I am, then I've got nothing to be insecure about. If she's pleased with me as pleased as I am with her, then that's all that matters.
So that's all that's on my mind at the moment. Time to get back to work, LiveJournal.
So, what's up with me? Oh, not much. Was working on Z's website, getting her new Mature Audiences Only art section up -- we got some free webhosting from a friend of hers so we won't conflict with our current host's policies. I really should get my own website set up sometime soon... maybe later this
Did some modelling for Z last night. My views of my own body are a bit odd at times. Lately, I've been really pleased it, because I've been slimming down a lot -- I can see my abs now! -- but at the same time, sometimes I go through periods where I get very insecure about it at the same time. However, after looking at the pictures she took last night, and reflecting on it this morning, I decided something. No, I'm not a male model or a porn star, and I never will be -- but those aren't realistic portrayals of the male body, and if Z is happy with me the way I am, then I've got nothing to be insecure about. If she's pleased with me as pleased as I am with her, then that's all that matters.
So that's all that's on my mind at the moment. Time to get back to work, LiveJournal.