Oct. 18th, 2001

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Ugh. Z informs me that the dog's been puking and shitting all over the house. Looks like the poor kid was constipated, and the dam broke today. I hope he's going to be okay. I think he will, but that doesn't mean I'm not praying for our Ein to get better. I'm also praying that Z will have the strength to make it through the day. A sick child and cramps all at once just can't be any fun.

*prays for his wife and dog-child*
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Noticed Kim joined a community called "Fucklist", where you basically list other LiveJournal members (or other people in your life) who you'd like to get your freak on with, whether for real or just in fantasies. What a novel concept.

What the hell. I'll post mine right here.

tesstrosa - My Z. My wife. The one person on this planet that I continually lust after (and who's actually attainable!)

That's it. Honestly. For real. I haven't even had a good person to flirt with for weeks. This whole "monogamy" thing just kind of grows on you over time. I mean, Z and I used to fool around in college and such, and were totally honest about it to each other. But the more we've been together, the more I've realized that she's the best lover that I've ever had, and that I'll most likely ever have, because I don't think anyone can top her. And there's something that's very comforting knowing that you don't have to chase after this or that woman, hoping to do the horizontal boogie, because you know there's always a woman out there who's saved all the spots on her dance card for you. Knowing that she loves you and desires you and craves you, craves your touch, craves the feel of you against her, inside her, around her... that's one of the most wonderful feelings in the world.

Sure, sometimes I miss being single. I mean, I'm only human, and I'm male... sure, my eye wanders. I know how to appreciate a fine-looking woman. But I don't crave anyone other than Z. Anyone else would be merely a passing fancy and not worth the effort. With Z, I don't have to try to win her over, because I've already done it. Of course, that doesn't stop me from trying to win her over more every day, just because she is worth the effort.

So, no, not really anybody on my fucklist except for Z. She's the one I want, and I can live with that. Besides, it's not like I'm on anybody else's list but hers anyway. Not exactly a line of women beating down my door to jump on me. :)

And y'know, I'm pretty damn content with that.

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