NockerGeek (
nockergeek) wrote2002-01-08 03:32 pm
Blar.
I think I'm hitting another depressive stretch. Don't know why or what triggered it this time. I just feel like I'm losing any sense of purpose right now. I have things I want to do, and some things I need to do, but I don't feel like doing any of them, and it's more than just laziness or procrastination. It's affecting my ability to focus at work too. The day goes by so fast, and I haven't done much to show for it... and yet, when I try to push myself to do more, I fail. It's like I can't get up the drive to do much of anything.
My energy level is down, my mood is easily upset, and I'm not even as touchy-feely with Z as I normally am. I feel like the world is ignoring me for some reason, and I don't know why. It's driving me up the wall, but in a very slow and painful manner.
Got to get out of this no-reason funk. Maybe something tonight will snap me out of it.
My energy level is down, my mood is easily upset, and I'm not even as touchy-feely with Z as I normally am. I feel like the world is ignoring me for some reason, and I don't know why. It's driving me up the wall, but in a very slow and painful manner.
Got to get out of this no-reason funk. Maybe something tonight will snap me out of it.